i feeeel this! my now husband got laid off the DAY BEFORE we got married…during covid…jobs were hard to come by so I had to hold it down for a good 9 months… in hindsight i’m glad we were married cuz i prob would’ve run as well but here we are now in our mid 30s, homeowners, with two kids and stronger than ever…God won’t give you want you can’t handle even though it feels like it at the time 😅
Wow our stories are so similar even down to the DSDR lol. I’m in my surrendering season and this video is truly a confirmation. Thank you for being a vessel in sharing your testimony. God bless you and keep going girl 💖
As a POTHEAD I’m jealous. I wish thc didn’t agree with me 😅 I can’t understand why people wanna be smokers so bad! It’s expensive and it doesn’t add anything positive to life.
Just watched this and I reasonate with this so much. Even the disorder with weed. Glad to see you pivot into what’s speaking to your spirit and from the hearts of watching you, I definitely connect with this heart-to-heart content more 🫶🏽
I had an episode similar to what you were talking about with the derealization disorder. It lasted for about a month and I had to have my mom stay with me because I felt so disconnected from my own body and felt so scared. However, similar to you it was an opportunity for God to strengthen my faith in him and overcome another test by the grace of God. I do take a low dose of anxiety medicine (10mg) once a day to help calm my nervous system, but strengthening my faith and relationship and staying consistent in the word has helped me stand firm on Gods truth and not those horrible thoughts 🤍🙏🏼
I appreciate you being so transparent with your journey dealing with anxiety. I’ve tried CBD oil and came to realize that I had anxiousness as well. Crazy how you come to realize overtime what may of felt normal since childhood. Congrats on your engagement, wishing you both all of the best! ✨✨✨
13:08 I feel like I’ve experienced that but never actually got help or looked into it.. it’s sends me in a complete panic!! I’m anxious, scared to sleep, even if I take something like a Benadryl or NyQuil, loosing control of my body scares me so bad.
Oh My God! I have the same issue with THC. I have always told ppl I can’t smoke because when I do I get super anxious and paranoid. No one ever understands because they believe thc relaxes them. Not my experience! Actually, THC, high caffeine’s all of that gives me high anxiety.
I too struggle with anxiety. I’ve recently learned anxious persons or those who have heavy trauma require more silence and stillness than the average person whose anxiety isn’t as heightened. Because your nervous system is already elevated, those moments of solitude, stillness and/or silence help your body decompress . Even heightened activities like intense workouts could hinder; more relaxed movements like yoga or low intensity workouts may be better suited. Catering to your nervous system is so important . Take care of yours💕 and I hope you find an answer or answers that bring you more peace🙏🏾
Omg! I thought I was crazy! Thank you so much for this video. I always thought that maybe I’m naturally high or something and so smoking makes me too high 🤷🏽♀️ Even one hit would make me scared for my life and this crazy feeling of life not being real begins to happen. I’m so happy to know that I’m not the only one who’s felt this way and I wasn’t “doing too much” I was literally disassociate from my body out of fear. You explained this so perfectly I can’t thank you enough for sharing 🙏🏽
Welcome back Candice 🤎 this was very transparent and vulnerable. Thank you for sharing and feeling safe enough to share with us. Congratulations on your engagement 🖤🖤🖤
So many things that you shared are either things I’ve walked thru (getting engaged during the pandemic) or currently going thru (trying to conceive). This video was encouraging and a reminder to stay focused on doing what I need to for myself, keep my focus on God and staying faithful. Happy to see you back Candice! ❤
REALLY enjoyed listening to this! I’m going through some similar things so it’s refreshing to hear that I’m not alone… especially when it comes to anxiety and caring about what others things and facing things of the past. Excited to watch you on this new journey!!
CONGRATS on the engagement! I think the sames gonna happen for me before the year ends lol
New subbie here. Congrats on your engagement and happy birthday!!! God must have shown me your video on purpose to give hope. I’m currently dealing with a break up (he broke it off) and I’m dealing with a lot of feelings right now. I also need to do better with surrender and letting go. God knows for me it is easier said then done.
Loved this so much! I swear we are always going through similar things and learning similar lessons at the same time 😭 You look gorgeous and glowing from the inside out and I know how good it feels to come out on the other side 💪🏽🤍
Ive been suffering from DPDR since 2017 its so freaking scary. Every time I use to smoke I feel like Im not even real feels like the world is fake its hard to explain to people that never went thru it. This is the first time I seen someone talk about it felt like I was the only person suffering from it. Thank you for this video hope all is well! ❤
Hey girl! You should get your vitamin D levels checked. Black women usually have vitamin D deficiency that can cause fibroids, ovarian cysts, and reproductive issues. I would suggest a VitD supplement but check with your doctor first. Peace & blessings❤️
Happy birthday 🎊🎂 Scorpio ♏️ season. Continue to just trust God and have faith and it will all work out. Love the video, didn’t realize the mic was muted.
I have definitely dealt with that before, I can’t intake any THC either now it makes so much sense! I have anxiety as well I thought I was the only one who felt that way! 😅
Ooo girl I had the same reaction to 💨 and I still remember those thoughts. But God is stronger than those thoughts; remember that feeling always. Replacing it with healthier stronger and more positive thoughts got me out of it.
Congratulations on your Growth and working things out with transparency and honesty with each other and now to being engaged. Marriage is Beautiful when you find that person who understands what this commitment means individually (for themselves to show up for you) and together, you Both showing up for each other. Put God First in Everything that You do, and He will help You. Congratulations on Your Engagement!!! 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾❤❤❤
Aaaaahhhh yesssss!!!! 😍😍😍🙌🏾 Candice babes we've missed you!!! 😭Happy birthday to you as well mamas!!! 🥳🎈🍾🎉💕 Girl seeing your growth has been such a sight to see and so inspiring, and now you’re a whole Fiancee 💍 out here in the streets okayyy I am so happy and proud of the woman you are becoming and will become in the future. May God continue to bless you with many more blessings to come your way and thank you so much for being you as always and inspiring other Black girls to do the same. Love you ❤ it’s our season 🤪♏🦂
So glad to be back🥹
i feeeel this! my now husband got laid off the DAY BEFORE we got married…during covid…jobs were hard to come by so I had to hold it down for a good 9 months… in hindsight i’m glad we were married cuz i prob would’ve run as well but here we are now in our mid 30s, homeowners, with two kids and stronger than ever…God won’t give you want you can’t handle even though it feels like it at the time 😅
Wow our stories are so similar even down to the DSDR lol. I’m in my surrendering season and this video is truly a confirmation. Thank you for being a vessel in sharing your testimony. God bless you and keep going girl 💖
As a POTHEAD I’m jealous. I wish thc didn’t agree with me 😅 I can’t understand why people wanna be smokers so bad! It’s expensive and it doesn’t add anything positive to life.
Girl I swear I thought I was the only person experiencing that! I couldn’t even describe it to anyone because they’d think i was joking
Missed you and your content girl❤
Just watched this and I reasonate with this so much. Even the disorder with weed. Glad to see you pivot into what’s speaking to your spirit and from the hearts of watching you, I definitely connect with this heart-to-heart content more 🫶🏽
I had an episode similar to what you were talking about with the derealization disorder. It lasted for about a month and I had to have my mom stay with me because I felt so disconnected from my own body and felt so scared. However, similar to you it was an opportunity for God to strengthen my faith in him and overcome another test by the grace of God. I do take a low dose of anxiety medicine (10mg) once a day to help calm my nervous system, but strengthening my faith and relationship and staying consistent in the word has helped me stand firm on Gods truth and not those horrible thoughts 🤍🙏🏼
My body is the same way with weed
I appreciate you being so transparent with your journey dealing with anxiety. I’ve tried CBD oil and came to realize that I had anxiousness as well. Crazy how you come to realize overtime what may of felt normal since childhood. Congrats on your engagement, wishing you both all of the best! ✨✨✨
13:08 I feel like I’ve experienced that but never actually got help or looked into it.. it’s sends me in a complete panic!! I’m anxious, scared to sleep, even if I take something like a Benadryl or NyQuil, loosing control of my body scares me so bad.
Oh My God! I have the same issue with THC. I have always told ppl I can’t smoke because when I do I get super anxious and paranoid. No one ever understands because they believe thc relaxes them. Not my experience! Actually, THC, high caffeine’s all of that gives me high anxiety.
I too struggle with anxiety. I’ve recently learned anxious persons or those who have heavy trauma require more silence and stillness than the average person whose anxiety isn’t as heightened. Because your nervous system is already elevated, those moments of solitude, stillness and/or silence help your body decompress . Even heightened activities like intense workouts could hinder; more relaxed movements like yoga or low intensity workouts may be better suited. Catering to your nervous system is so important . Take care of yours💕 and I hope you find an answer or answers that bring you more peace🙏🏾
Omg! I thought I was crazy! Thank you so much for this video. I always thought that maybe I’m naturally high or something and so smoking makes me too high 🤷🏽♀️ Even one hit would make me scared for my life and this crazy feeling of life not being real begins to happen. I’m so happy to know that I’m not the only one who’s felt this way and I wasn’t “doing too much” I was literally disassociate from my body out of fear. You explained this so perfectly I can’t thank you enough for sharing 🙏🏽
Welcome back Candice 🤎 this was very transparent and vulnerable. Thank you for sharing and feeling safe enough to share with us. Congratulations on your engagement 🖤🖤🖤
So many things that you shared are either things I’ve walked thru (getting engaged during the pandemic) or currently going thru (trying to conceive). This video was encouraging and a reminder to stay focused on doing what I need to for myself, keep my focus on God and staying faithful. Happy to see you back Candice! ❤
I am so happy for you & excited to see where this new journey takes you 💗☺️
REALLY enjoyed listening to this! I’m going through some similar things so it’s refreshing to hear that I’m not alone… especially when it comes to anxiety and caring about what others things and facing things of the past. Excited to watch you on this new journey!!
CONGRATS on the engagement! I think the sames gonna happen for me before the year ends lol
100% relatable! ❤ thanks for this! You got this! We got this! 🙌🏿 Congrats on everything! 🎉
We missed you, beautiful..❤❤❤ Congratulations on the engagement!!🎉🎉🎉🎉 I'm glad to see you on my feed.
Congratulations 🎊🍾🎉 hope things continue to go your way your an amazing person
Welcome back! Let go and let God and you will be better than ever. 🤗🧡🙏🏼
New subbie here. Congrats on your engagement and happy birthday!!! God must have shown me your video on purpose to give hope. I’m currently dealing with a break up (he broke it off) and I’m dealing with a lot of feelings right now. I also need to do better with surrender and letting go. God knows for me it is easier said then done.
I’m going through fibroids and having a hysterectomy
Just go to the courthouse and go on vacation afterwards
Loved this so much! I swear we are always going through similar things and learning similar lessons at the same time 😭 You look gorgeous and glowing from the inside out and I know how good it feels to come out on the other side 💪🏽🤍
Ive been suffering from DPDR since 2017 its so freaking scary. Every time I use to smoke I feel like Im not even real feels like the world is fake its hard to explain to people that never went thru it. This is the first time I seen someone talk about it felt like I was the only person suffering from it. Thank you for this video hope all is well! ❤
Awww girl! So happy for you! Welcome back!,
Love love LOVE these videos! Feels like womanhood and emotional intelligence here.
Definitely feel you on the fresh start. New level new devil. Glad you’re back and congrats on the engagement!! ❤🎉
If you don’t mind can you share the link to the microphone ?
Glad you are back we have missed you 🫶🏾 praying for your constant growth!
Hey girl! You should get your vitamin D levels checked. Black women usually have vitamin D deficiency that can cause fibroids, ovarian cysts, and reproductive issues. I would suggest a VitD supplement but check with your doctor first. Peace & blessings❤️
Happy birthday 🎊🎂 Scorpio ♏️ season. Continue to just trust God and have faith and it will all work out. Love the video, didn’t realize the mic was muted.
Wow, full circle of events. We missed you girl. Good to see you healthy and whole ❤🎉
Congratulations on the engagement 🥹✨
I have definitely dealt with that before, I can’t intake any THC either now it makes so much sense! I have anxiety as well I thought I was the only one who felt that way! 😅
SO glad you’re back ! 🥳
OMG! I was just saying yesterday that I hope you come back to the channel. 🧡🥰
Ooo girl I had the same reaction to 💨 and I still remember those thoughts. But God is stronger than those thoughts; remember that feeling always. Replacing it with healthier stronger and more positive thoughts got me out of it.
Congratulations on your Growth and working things out with transparency and honesty with each other and now to being engaged. Marriage is Beautiful when you find that person who understands what this commitment means individually (for themselves to show up for you) and together, you Both showing up for each other. Put God First in Everything that You do, and He will help You. Congratulations on Your Engagement!!! 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾❤❤❤
So glad to see you back girl!❤
Aaaaahhhh yesssss!!!! 😍😍😍🙌🏾 Candice babes we've missed you!!! 😭Happy birthday to you as well mamas!!! 🥳🎈🍾🎉💕 Girl seeing your growth has been such a sight to see and so inspiring, and now you’re a whole Fiancee 💍 out here in the streets okayyy I am so happy and proud of the woman you are becoming and will become in the future. May God continue to bless you with many more blessings to come your way and thank you so much for being you as always and inspiring other Black girls to do the same. Love you ❤ it’s our season 🤪♏🦂
Look who’s back⁉️
Your hair looks sooo good though 😍
girl I just love you ☺️🫶🏾