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  1. That's exactly how it happened to me. Put up with that struggle on and off for a few yrs (2-3). Found out later that smoking it was the most addicted route of administration…. go figure lol happy to say I've been clean almost 8 yrs

  2. Meth is not like this now. And there is noway you were up for weeks at a time. The human body cant do that & 20lbs is nothing for the type of usage you are describing.
    Being honest is part of recovery

  3. I'm not against drugs for normal living people many of them take drug then quit it later and felt amzing! but why you didn't felt amazing before? So the drug abuse helped you in a way to appreciate life and health! Then you become very religious somehow
    Let me ask a question did anyone(most of) even learn from drugs something that the plant have to teach? Or the chemical or the neuron.. no most of drug users dont evn put a intention! That why they become addict more to the substance also they choose the wrong way cocaine powder isn't natural..coca leave is! alcohol isn't natural..weed is! And so on..
    But to me they may be(drugs) a small fake glimpse for meditation but of course not the real thing so try remember the good feeling of the drug and meditate on it if you want or just meditate! Empty your mind i guess thats all you need! Wish you all a good day and a happy life😊

  4. Amphetamine every other day, needle user until my good vein colapsed. it was a big relief. ——–no more stress and getting the most speed in 3ml water. For the biggest rush i could survive. Methadone addict longer than 15years, benzos, mostly clonazepam, addicted for 25 years soon. And amphetamine ruins my life, i use more of everything else on it, doubling my methadone dosage and more pills, with a 2g amp. cup of soldiers coffe(not crystal meth that'd kill me, eurospeed, meth is boooooring) speed is what i need, my new intake method after 3months wo a needle is soldiers coffe, best with 0,5g mdma and speed in one cup. I have a couple of other veins, but there is such peace in having quit the nasty habbit. Then its only the drugs left to overcome, joke, where im the fool.

  5. It’s insane how people get addicted to drugs. Like you just find that… thing. That thing that makes you feel confident, in control, makes you function. My drug of choice was heroin/fentanyl. And the main reason I quit and remain clean, is because of my absolute terror of withdrawal.

  6. I either smoked meth, used coke or took strong pain pills for thirty or so years. Started out because any listed helped reduce my back pain. Then I realized that i just like the stuff. Jail, i have no idea how many times. Prison reared its head. I got clean after gerring out. There is always temptations and pain somewhere in my old body. But i have to commit to being clean. It can be done. Good luck.

  7. Today my uncal went to jall because the cops find drogs on him and i see them in the backyard 😒 😑 😐 pepole need to quit drugs i thoght it was my falt but its nof😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊

  8. I think my sons mom is on Meth. We havent seen her in 3 years and he hasnt even talked to her on the phone in almost 2 years. The last time i saw her, all of her teeth were rotted out, and she weighed practically nothing.

    That was the day i told her im taking my son for good, and she didn't fight it. She kept him from me for 12 months in an 18-month period because i confronted her on her drug use. I fought in the courts during covid just to get visitations. It was hell. I prayed and cried myself to sleep every single night, worrying if my son was ok or not.

    I wanted to go by force and take him and stomp her boyfriend out who got her addicted but God told me if i lost my temper, i would never see my son again. So i remained patient, and finally, in his timing, i got emergency custody and finally full custody of my son. He's 12 now, and he's been through hell, but he made it out pretty ok.

    We pray for her every day that God would save her before it's too late. She was raised in the suburbs and was an accountant. She left her narcissit husband and met a guy from the streets that used her and got her hooked on whatever, and since then, she's been married to the streets, i guess you could say. She was the sweetest person i swear, and then everything changed overnight. My son needs his mother, and i know it hurts him a lot. I try to do it all by myself, but it's hard as a man because i can't imagine how he feels knowing his mother basically abandoned him. He's such a sweet, loving, considerate, Christian gentleman. ..
    God blessed me with the greatest child in the world, i swear. Please pray for my Joshua and his mother, Tristan.

  9. I feel like everybody has a completely different chemical imbalance physically. Because I did meth several times and never got addicted. was offered to me I did it but not every time or most the time. It gave me such a horrible come down. I feel like I was having a heart attack. The come down was worse. It just wasn't worth it. I'm the natural anxiety person, even weed. Marijuana has made horriblefor me regardless sativa or Indica or hybrid. Nobody will convince me there's something that will help me unless it's a CBD. I've lived in Amsterdam. I lived in Denver. I lived in Los Angeles and Oregon and Austin and not one sinful strain has ever made me feel like I can trust it completely and depend on it on for my anxiety. Cocaine made me have a better high than meth. At least it goes away.. meth just doesn't.. thank God I'm off both of them. It's just not worth it. Both of the come down suck.

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